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i watched equilibrium today,
and it was really awesome!
other then that, i bought a swim suit,
and hung out with kelsey.
it's late, i should go to sleep,
but i do'nt want too.
this happens alot.
current mood:  blah
current music: sparklehorse
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| Tuesday, May 4th, 2004
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stolen: from shannon.
Firsts:
First best friend: jonny umbarger..
First car: oldsmobile.
First real kiss: not yet.
First break-up: i've never had a boyfriend.
First screen name: i can't even remember. i think something like swimin4P66.
First funeral: dinos.
First pets: buddy.
First piercing: ears.
First credit card: not yet.
First true love: not yet.
First musicians you remember hearing in your house: my dad's records.
Lasts:
Last cigarette: never.
Last car ride: coming home from work.
Last kiss: i'd like to say never.
Last good cry: last night.
Last library book checked out: i forget
Last movie seen: eternal sunshine of the spotless mind.
Last phone call: holly.
Last time showered: yesterday.
Last cd played: the faint
Last item bought: gas.
Last annoyance: living here.
Last disappointment: living here.
Last time wanting to die: last night.
Last shirt worn: my blue "sea breeze" shirt.
Last website visited: myspace.
Last word you said: said.
Last song you sang: somebody told me - the killers
What is in your cd player? in the car: the faint. in my room: i forget.
What color socks are you wearing?: white.
What Color underwear are you wearing?: blue.
What's under your bed?: crap.
What time did you wake up today?: 12:30.
Currents:
Current mood: frusterated with everything.
Current music: the killers.
Current taste: chips.
Current hair: kind of messed up, and little bit dirty.
Current clothes: sleeping pants and shirt.
Current annoyance(s): living here.
Current desktop picture: it's yellow, and pretty.
Current book(s): the bible.
Current color of toenails: red.
Current time-wasting wish: that i could just hang out with friends, who care.
Current hate: living here.
One or the Other:
1. Black or white? black.
2. Boxers or briefs? boxers.
3. Coke or Pepsi? eww, neither.
4. Salt or pepper? salt.
5. Sweet or sour? sour.
6. Vanilla or chocolate? chocolate.
7. Short or long? that depends what we're discussing.
8. Cheap or expensive? i like getting expensive things for cheap. how's that sound? ohh, i like that answer!
9. Firm or soft? as in pillows? soft
10. Hot or cold? hot showers, cold weather.
My favorite...
1. Color is: i love them all.
2. Song is: i do'nt have a favorite, although i really like "mr. brightside" and "somebody told me" by the killers.
3. Scent is: fire.
4. Alcoholic beverage is: nothing.
5. Food is: sprout and avacado sandwiches.
5 things you did so far today
i went to work.
i saw holly.
i talked to tommy on the phone.
i read my bible and prayed.
i thought about the people i miss.
5 things you can hear right now
the killers.
the keys when i type.
the IM chime.
kelsey sighing.
myself singing.
5 things you do when your bored
sit online.
listen to music.
talk on the phone.
watch tv.
dream.
5 people that never fail to cheer you up
kelsey.
luis.
tommy.
holly.
chad.
5 things you can't live without
music.
friends.
God.
my car.
cell phone.
5 things you love
God.
my friends.
music.
swings.
books.
current mood:  confused
current music: the killers
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| Monday, May 3rd, 2004
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| Monday, April 26th, 2004
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so i had an awesome weekend!
it was fun going to the party, and seeing alot of people i knew.
it was awesome hanging out with dustin, david and cash.
tulsa was fun, souper salad with kelsey,
the park and movie with clifford and chase.
met chase, always lovely meeting a new friend.
but now i'm home,
it's another week of work.
and the feeling of utter loneliness has returned.
current music: mount sims
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| Friday, April 23rd, 2004
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| Saturday, April 17th, 2004
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the faint and sprout sandwiches
equals
pure goodness.
i'm moving to kentucky
current music: the faint
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| Tuesday, April 6th, 2004
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yeahyeah.
1: Grab the book nearest to you, turn to page 18, find line 4. Write down what it says: the nearest book is the dictionary:
anal pertaining to or near the anus.
2: Stretch your left arm out as far as you can. What do you touch first?: the blank cd's
3: What is the last thing you watched on TV?: will and grace
4: WITHOUT LOOKING, guess what the time is: 12:48am
5: Now look at the clock, what is the actual time?: 12:43am
6: With the exception of the computer, what can you hear? the goo goo dolls
7: When did you last step outside? what were you doing?: i was going to work, this morning
8: Before you came to this website, what did you look at?: chad's instant message.
9: What are you wearing?: enlow shirt, and pants.
10: Did you dream last night? i don't remember
11: When did you last laugh? a little bit ago
12: What is on the walls of the room you are in?: a huge map, a calendar, and thats it.
13: Seen anything weird lately?: hmm, nope.
14: What do you think of this quiz?: it's a change from the usuals
15: What is the last film you saw?: finding nemo
16: If you became a multi-millionaire overnight, what would you buy first?: first i would tithe, then i would buy a car, and go on a crazy road trip, and meet all of the people i talk to online.
17: Tell me something about you that I don't know: the thing is gone.
18: If you could change one thing about the world, regardless of guilt or politics, what would you do?: that the view of christianity would change, and people would know God for who He really is.
19: Do you like to dance?: yeah, but i don't think i know how. haha.
20: Imagine your first child is a girl, what do you call her?: i like the name evelynn, and something else i can't remember.
21: Imagine your first child is a boy, what do you call him?: i like the name ryan edward at the moment.
22: Would you ever consider living abroad?: maybe.
23: Will you pass on this survey?: what a stupid question.
i haven't been up to much.
i'm going to kentucky for a week.
i got a new job.
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current music: no hollywood ending
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| Monday, March 15th, 2004
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here's how my arm looks now:
i have tomorrow and tuesday off.
i think it's time for some R&R and then FUN TIMES!
tulsa may be in the picture...
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current music: hillary duff
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| Friday, March 12th, 2004
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so today, kels and i went to walmart and hobby lobby, then we went to watch along came polly.
here's what i bought:
a nifty overnight bag type thing for all my adventures.
a tshirt for roxy [i'm making her an awesome shirt], mascara, deoderant, and boyshorts.
cd case for $10.00!!!
shirt for work. [blek]
black and white fabric paint, brushes, and a pink paint pen, for my shirts.
yesterday i went to tulsa, and hung out with chuck and ryan, and it was awesome, and then we went to troth and jeremies and i saw cash! and hung out with them until we had to leave. it was really fun.
while in tulsa, i went to the doctor and they drew blood and i was tough and didn't pass out, and then it left my arm looking like this:
and so ends my picture post.
current mood:  tired
current music: mae
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| Friday, March 5th, 2004
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9:19 am - fashion tshirt.
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Step 1: Open your itunes/musicmatch/whatever you use to play MP3s
Step 2: Put all of your music on random.
Step 3: Write down the first twenty songs it plays, no matter how embarrassing.
1. i am the teachers son - piano magic
2. under the western freeway - grandaddy
3. jaws theme swimming - brandnew
4. interlude 2 - john vanderslice
5. can't get out of my mind - aqualung
6. big band stars - john vanderslice
7. the glow - the microphones
8. i'll not contain you - the microphones
9. anywhere anyone - DNTEL
10. title and registration - death cab for cutie
11. there there - radiohead
12. moment #72 - the appleseed cast
13. maps - yeah yeah yeahs
14. all is full of love - bjork
15. riot failure - hurl
16. track 6 - the heavenly states
17. highschool lovers - air
18. hunter - bjork
19. random summer - mum
20. the tourist - radiohead
current mood:  loved
current music: metric
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i'm bored.
.1. What is your full name? lindsey louise means
.2. Are you happy with it? yes, although i wish it was really spelled "lindze"
.3. Are you named after anyone? i have my mom's middle name.
.5. Your screenname: tonotbealone
.6. Would you name a child of yours after you? eww no
.7. Then what would you name your children? i don't know really
.8. If you were a girl/boy, what would your name be? don't know
.9. If you could switch names with a friend, who would that be? enough with the
name thing already.
.10. Are there any typos that people do with your name? they spell it "lindsay, lindzee, lyndsey" etcetc.
.11. Are you illiterate or dislexic? no
BASICS
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.12. Your gender: female
.13. Straight/gay/bi? straight
.15. Want to be gay? no
.16. Your birthdate? august 4, 1985
.17. Your age: eighteen
.18. Age you act: it fluxuates.
.19. Age you wish you were: i like eighteen
.20. Your height: 5'6
.21. The color of your eyes: green
.22. Happy with it? yes, i love my eyes
.23. The color of your hair: right now, light light brown at the top, dark brown in
the middle, and black on the ends. i'm lazy and haven't dyed my hair in ohhh, a few months.
.24.Left/right/ambidextrous? right
.26. Your living arrangement? with my parents
.27. Your family: what about them?
.28. Have any pets? the family has 2 dogs and a horse
.29. What's your job? jc penneys
.30. Piercings? i think my ears are still pierced. i haven't checked in a few years.
.31. Tattoos? nope and don't plan on getting any
.32. Obsessions? music.
.33. Addiction? music.
.35. Do you speak another language? nope
.36. Have a favorite quote? ummm, not really
.37. Do you have a webpage? www.xanga.com/psiloveyouxo , www.livejournal.com/users/xfallxlikefirex etc
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.38. Do you live in the moment? hmm, yes, i guess...
.39. Do you consider yourself tolerant of others? yes
.40. Do you have any secrets? yes
.41. Do you hate yourself? no way
.42. Do you like your handwriting? yes
.43. Do you have any bad habits? umm, i don't want to list them.
.44. What is the compliment you get most from people? my hair and i dont know
.45. If a movie was made about your life, what would it be called? hmm, i've never
thought about that. "for the love of poppies in june"
.46. What's your biggest fear? i don't have any
.47. Can you sing? i sing all the time.
.48. Do you ever pretend to be someone else just to look cool? hahaha, nooooo
.49. Are you a loner? sometimes
.52. Are you a daredevil? maybe
.54. Are you passive or aggressive? both
.55. Have you got a journal? xanga and livejournal, and sometimes i actually write in one.
.56. What is your greatest strength and weakness? oh, i don't know.
.57. If you could change one thing about yourself, what would it be? hmm, i don't know
.59. How do you vent? umm, writing, just thinking, yelling sometimes, being moody.
.60. Do you think you are emotionally strong? yeah
.61. Is there anything you regret doing/not doing in life? the whole owen thing, haha
.62. Do you think life has been good so far? yes yes
.63. What is the most important lesson you've learned from life? to just love people and take them as they are.
.64. What do you like the most about your body? hair, eyes
.65. And least? dunno
.66. Do you think you are good looking? sometimes
.67. Are you confident? sometimes
.68. What is the fictional character you're most like? i don't know
.69. Do people know how you feel? maybe a few
.70. Are you perceived wrongly? sometimes
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DO YOU.../:)
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.71. Smoke? eww no
.72. Do drugs? no
.73. Read the newspaper? nope
.74. Pray? To what? yes, God
.75. Go to church? no
.76. Talk to strangers who IM you? yeah
.77. Sleep with stuffed animals? no
.78. Take walks in the rain? i did that once
.79. Talk to people even though you hate them? i don't hate anyone
.80. Drive? yes
.81. Like to drive fast? yes
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WOULD OR HAVE YOU EVER...:>
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.82. Liked your voice? now i do
.83. Hurt yourself? no
.84. Been out of the country? yes
.85. Eaten something that made other people sick? i dont know
.86. Had sex? no
.87. Been unfaithful? i've never had anyone to be unfaithful too
.88. Been in love? i think i might be now...
.89. Done drugs? no.
.90. Gone skinny dipping? yes
.91. Had a medical emergency? i fractured my skull
.92. Had surgery? nope
.93. Ran away from home? almost
.94. Played strip poker? no
.95. Gotten beaten up? haha, nope
.96. Beaten someone up? nope
.97. Been picked on? yeah
.98. Been on stage? yeah
.100. Slept outdoors? yes
.101. Thought about suicide? yeah
.102. Pulled an all-nighter? all the time
.103. If yes, what is your record? i don't really keep track
.104. Gone one day without food? yes
.105. Talked on the phone all night? yes
.106. Slept together with the opposite sex without actually having sex? yes
.107. Slept all day? yes
.108. Killed someone? haha, yep.
.109. Made out with a stranger? nooooo
.110. Had sex with a stranger? nooooooooo
.111. Thought you're going crazy? all the time
.112. Kissed the same sex? i didn't kiss her, she kissed me.
.113. Done anything sexual with the same sex? eww no
.114. Been betrayed? yeah
.115. Had a dream that came true? my dream is coming true right now
.116. Broken the law? yeah
.117. Met a famous person? yep
.145. Told a secret you swore you wouldn't tell? nope.
.146. Stolen anything? nope
.147. Been on radio/tv? yep
.148. Been in a mosh-pit? unfortunatly
.149. Had a nervous breakdown? nope
.150. Considered religious vocation? what is that?
.151. Been critisized about your sexual performance? umm, no
.152. Bungee jumped? nope, but that would rule!
.153. Had a dream that kept coming back? no
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CLOTHES and other fashion :>
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.154. Shoe brand? converse
.155. Brand of clothing? gap for jeans, don't care about anything else
.156. Cologne/perfume? umm, i don't care
.157. What are you normally wearing to college? i don't go to college
.158. How about parties? i've never really gone to parties, but i would just wear what i always wear
.159. Wear hats? nope
.160. Judge other people by their clothing? umm, i have.
.161. Wear make-up? yes
.162. Favourite place to shop? places with sales.
.163. Favourite article of clothing? my jeans
.164. Are you trendy? i suppose
.165. Would you rather wear a uniform to college? ewwww
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.166. Believe in life on other planets? maybe
.167. Miracles? yes
.168. Astrology? mo
.169. Magic? no
.170. God? yes
.171. Satan? yes
.172. Santa? nope
.173. Ghosts? no
.174. Luck? nope, i believe in favor
.175. Love at first sight? yes
.176. Yin and Yang? no
.177. Witches? yes
.178. Easter bunny? awwww
.179. Believe it's possible to remain faithful forever? well, of course
.180. Believe there's a pot of gold at the end of the rainbow? that would be nice
.181. Do you wish on stars? yes, all the time
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AMIGOS >:D<
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.187. Do you have any gay/lesbian friends? nope
.188. Who is your best friend? kelsey, & scotty
.189. Who's the one person that knows most about you? kelsey
.190. Best advice? ohhh, i don't know
.191. Your favourite inside joke? i don't know
.192. Thing you're picked on most about? i don't know
.193. Who's your longest known friend? holly
.194. Newest? chuck
.195. Shyest? i don't know
.196. Funniest? everyone
.197. Sweetest? scotty
.198. Closest? kelsey and scotty
.199. Weirdest? cash
.200. Smartest? umm, i'm not sure
.201. Ditziest? don't know
.202. Friends you miss being close to the most? holly
.203. Last person you talked to online? roxy
.204. Who do you talk to most online? scotty and sara
.205. Who are you on the phone with most? scotty
.206. Who do you trust most? scotty
.207. Who listens to your problems? kelsey and scotty
.208. Who do you fight most with? no one
.209. Who's the nicest? everyone
.210. Who's the most outgoing? i don't know
.211. Who's the best singer? luis
.213. Have you ever thought of having sex with a friend? haha, nooooo
.214. Who's your second family? holly's family
.215. Do you always feel understood? nope
.216. Who's the loudest friend? i don't know
.217. Do you trust others easily? yes
.219. Name one person who's arms you feel safe in: i would say scotty, but i haven't been in his arms yet.
.220. Do your friends know you? nope
.221. Friend that lives farthest away? scotty
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LOVE, and all that <3<3
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.222. Did you get frightened or uncomfortable seeing that as a section title? no
.223. Do you remember your first love? i haven't had one
.224. Still love him/her? n/a
.225. Do you consider love a mistake? nope
.226. What do you find romantic? oh so many things
.227. Turn-on? hair,
.228. Turn-off? gross hair, and muscles
.229. First kiss? please don't talk to me about that
.230. If someone liked you, but you had no feelings for them how would you feel? it sucks, believe me i know
.231. Do you like knowing someone before you date? haha, yes.
.232. Do you wish girls could ask guys out more? nope, i'm old fashioned
.233. Have you ever been attracted to an unatractive person? thats a sad question.
.234. Do you think the opposite sex finds you good looking? yes
.235. What is best about the opposite sex? everything
.236. What is the worst thing about the opposite sex? ohhh, i don't know
.236. Do you read porn? haha, i didn't know there was reading involved. but to answer your question. NO
.237. Read the articles? what?
.238. Just the pics? eww
.239. What's the last present someone gave you? holly gave me a scarf
.240. Are you in love? i want to say yes.
.241. Do you consider your significant other hot? haha, of course
.242. When you see a hot guy what do you do? look at him. haha, point him out to kelsey.
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THE BATTLE OF THE SEXES X-(
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.243. Have you ever wished you could experience being the other gender? not really
.244. What would you do if you were a guy? i don't know
.245. What do you love most about the other gender? everything
.246. What do you dislike most? haven't we gone over this already?
.247. What do you understand least? i dont know
.248. What do you notice first in the opposite sex? hair, style, etc
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.249. What is your fave posession? cd's
.250. What physical, tangible posession do you want most? a house with every thing paid for in moline.
.251. How badly do you want it? badddddddddd
.252. Have you ever seen The Exorcist? i don't think so
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.254. That haunted you? hahaha
.255. You wanted to kill? no one
.256. That you laughed at? scotty
.257. That laughed at you? umm, scotty
.258. That turned you on? haha
.259. You went shopping with? ummmmm, kelsey
.260. That broke your heart? that hasn't happened
.261. To disappoint you? i don't know
.262. To ask you out? no one
.263. To make you cry? frodo. haha, no one
.264. To brighten up your day? scotty
.265. That you thought about? scotty
.267. You saw a movie with? kelsey
.268. You talked to on the phone? scotty
.269. You talked to through IM/ICQ? jeremy
.270. You saw? kelsey
.271. You lost? i've never lost anyone
.272. You went head over heels for? scotty
.273. You thought was completely N-U-T-Z? you for typing that way.
.274. You wanted to be?
.276. You trusted? scotty
.277. You turned down?
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WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU :)....
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.278. Smiled? just now
.279. Laughed? a few minutes ago
.280. Cried? whenever i was sick, i cried cause it was funny, cause my eyes were all watery and i made myself cry. other then that, i don't know
.281. Bought something? the other day, i bought lunch
.282. Danced? does dancing in the car count? if so, last night
.283. Were sarcastic? haha, all the time
.285. Talked to an ex? never
.286. Watched your fave movie? i don't really have a favorite movie
.287. Had a nightmare? it was a while ago, i woke up sobbing
.288. Talked on the phone? last night
.289. Listened to the radio? ohh, i don't know
.290. Watched TV? the other night
.291. Went out? the remembering never show
.292. Helped someone? i always help people
.293. Were mean? i can't remember
.294. Sang? earlier
.295. Saw a movie? can't remember
.296. Said I love you? last night
.297. Missed someone? always
.298. Fought with a family member? nope
.299. Fought with a friend? nope
.300. Had a serious conversation? last night
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A LAST TIME for everything...:D
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.304. Last book you read: umm, i read a ray bradbury book awhile ago
.305. Last movie you saw: the butterfly effect
.306. Last song you heard: bless the am by letter twelve
.307. Last thing you had to drink: grape juice
.309. Last thing you ate: a plum that wasn't ripe
.310. Last CD you bought: oh wow, umm, i think it was the album leaf cd
.311. Last thing you bought: food
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RIGHT THIS MOMENT.../:)
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.312. Are you going to do? ummm, i'm gonna eat in a bit and watch a movie with kelsey
.313. Will it be with your significant other? unfortunatly, no, that's not possible right now
.314. Or some random person?: haha, kelsey is not a random person
.315. What are you wearing right now? comfortable clothes that i slept in
.316. Body-part you're touching right now?: hahahaha, thats a funny question.
.317. What are you worried about right now? i don't worry.
.318. What book are you reading? nothing at the moment
.319. What's on your mousepad? radio u
.320. 5 words to describe how your feeling? i miss scotty very much
.321. Are you bored? not really
.322. Are you tired? nope
.323. Are you talking to anyone online? jermey
.324. Are you talking to anyone on the phone? nope
.325. Are you lonely or content? i'm content, but i'm lonely for his touch.
.326. Are you listening to music? the chariot
THE END!
current mood: loved
current music: the chariot
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i made the BEST present EVER today.
i'll post pictures soon, i can't right now, cause i dont want scotty to find out.
i don't know if he reads this site...
<333
just thought i'd tell everyone that.
current mood: loved
current music: the darkness
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so today was fun.
a boy from england called me today!!!
his name is jeremy, and he's so awesome and fun to talk to!
his friends and himself are going to come stay with me this summer, and we are all going to have fun!
yes yes.
it snowed today. kels and i went and played in it for like 5 minutes, then i got cold.
( all i ever wanted, was to be there with you )
current mood:  content
current music: idlewild
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